like a guy in a weird relationship
she is not really his ex.. they live together.. they've been leaving for 7 years, then she cheated - were separate for 2 years; then accidentally got back together (together 1 year already). even though he forgave her, he can't really forget what she did. I am sure they have sex and everything together, but I am sure it is no longer exciting. He does things with me he doesn't with her (and I don't mean only sexually) - like he washes me in shower (never did it with her) or constantly cuddling or even simply texting to each other 10 times a day (never did it with her either)... I am trying to understand and one day i am winning over and another it's her. Sometimes I feel that there is more to it connected (maybe he can't leave her for some reason, like financial - just an example). When we are together, he literally doesn't want to leave and used to stay overnight with me or leave 3 am (I am sure she wasn't happy and they had fights every day).
It feels sometimes like he wants her, but with the way I care... Am I just another stage for him (after living together with the same person, most guys going through "such" stages).. But I really saw "IT" in his eyes and.. even.. tears..
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