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girlfriend overseas, new interest....wtf
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Me: 20 years old, Studying final year at university, seeing girlfriend for 3 years
Girlfriend: On exchange overseas, also final year Uni, 20 years old. comming back in just over a month. first gf first everything.
new interest: 19 years old, same uni though 2nd year. get along like a house on fire.
Girlfriend has been overseas for 3 months now, and ive hardly talked to her. Met this new girl about 2 weeks ago on a uni camp, and things got a bit heated. she knows i have a gf, knew before things got heated, and stupid me got carried away and let it get heated before thinking of anything. filling the void perhaps?
anyway this would be ok if it got heated and i didnt feel anything for her, cause then i can deal with that even though i know i shouldnt have cheated on my gf. however, thats not the case....i really really like this new girl, shes intelligent, attractive, funny and shit loads of fun.....but then again my gf is adorable and i really really like her too.....
so yeah sorry this is a bt long winded. but yeah ive told the gf overseas and she was devastated but understands and we are still together....i had to tell her as i cant be dishonest with anyone...
man im so confused at the moment, i want to be with this new girl but i dont want to hurt my gf...im trying to figure out if i still really love my gf or not which i think i do...but this new girl is so exciting and different....i dont know : (
bleh theres so much more i could write and i dont even know why im writing this....guess im just looknig for oppinions and ppl who have had similar experiences to see what they did.....
yeah i dont know :/
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