There's sex, and then there is acting. I hate hearing people have sex when it is unrealistically loud and sounds so fake. It makes me angry because it sounds like they're showing off, if not to everyone else in the apartment, at least to each other. I typically could care less, but there is something that really gets to me when I hear contrived screams and moaning.
I understand you felt when that happened, other things used to make me feel like that when I was single for all of those years. Particularly hand-holding, kissing, and cuddling. I don't think it was so much that I was jealous of them, but that I felt like I wasn't going to find that in a meaningful way. Eventually, I did... it just took some more efforts getting comfortable with myself before it didn't bother me, and getting myself out and taking risks to go after what I wanted.
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