Somedays - YES!
Somedays- Fuck no.
When i take care of it, i feel good. When i do fun things and think about what i eat and dont indulge, yup, happy. But i have my moments.
Did the eating disorder for a year (cheerleading, such a bad idea) Top that off with 15 years of ballet when you are the shortest and heaviest (note - i was 5'4'', 130 lbs.... not to say i was fat but i outweighed them by 20 lbs and was at least three inches shorter) it took a toll. However, what saved me was working out with my friends who were worse off then me to encourage them and help myself along the way. My best friend lost 50 lbs and tho she isnt my size she has the confidence to make people think she weighs less than me. GO HER. i still tip my hat at her for that. She's happy, i have a lot to learn from that.
Going running today, Training for the Boulder Bolder. Ill feel good after that =)
Love yourself ladies. Read my sign for more from a wise woman=)
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"Don't compromise yourself, you're all you've got." -Janis Joplin
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