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First girlfriend moved away to Korea, I was fourteen and didn't really care, since I only ever kissed her on the cheek... once! Kids these days are doing so much, and I was ecstatic that I gave her a kiss on the cheek! A few years later she told me 'I never really liked you', and that made me sad for a while. But hey, I was fourteen!
Another one or two 'girlfriends' just like that, nothing amazing, we were just kids.
Second girlfriend cheated on me a couple of times and then got very friendly with a new guy friend and I didn't like it. We had drifted apart, she wasn't very faithful, I was getting bored, I had some sexual issues that I didn't know what to do about. She broke up with me at night (if she hadn't done it, I would have), we slept togther that night, got a handjob the next morning, then came three months of fighting in e-mails and phone calls.
Third girlfriend has been very on and off. We love each other but have totally different wants, she's way too dependent, self-degrading, insecure, and I'm detached and not affectionate and do fine on my own. I think we're both delaying the inevitable, and it's coming to an end.
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