Keep trying...and trying.
Don't worry what other think.
They aren't thinking anyways...most of it goes in one ear and out the other...not to be remembered.
And if anyone insults you...it's not because they cared what you said,
they are trying to put you down, because they are trying to make themselves better about their own inadequacies.
Just go out...talk...have fun.
If you see a mistake...note it...adjust...don't stop.
The key is to enjoy yourself...who gives a shit if they don't get it.
If so...oh well...when you do find that person who gets it,
you've found a friend...easy enough.
Take it from me...when I was in my later teens, I didn't know what to say or how to say it to anyone,
much less women.
But I got out there....I took my lumps...I adjusted.
Now, I can bullshit with the best of them.
But even now sometimes I'm flustered...and some laugh.
BTW...the ones laughing...have an even more pathetic self-worth.
Just have fun...talk, play, discuss...it will come around.
Take it from a 35 year old dork.
