baby i feel so sorry about your abuse...
I had something sorta similiar. You're pushing my couple of psyche courses.. But, you could be feeling guilt. your mind may have made sex dirty or wrong based on your past... A suggestion change your environment Go to a nice scenic getaway, out and away from the bed you sleep or he sleeps in and have a playfull sex. perhaps whip cream or something... take your mind away from any comparison to the past.
If you want to pm me we can talk more
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