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Well,I feel this way for a lot of reasons I guess.All I know is that I don't feel too good or sexy cause facts are,no matter how hard I diet I'll never be young again.When I go to take off my clothes all I can think of is how old and gross I look,in bed I try to avoid certain positions because of how they make me look.I've even started to simply go for giving a BJ when he reaches for me because I don't have to take off my clothing and my hair hides my face.He doesn't have to view my wrinkles and he can imagine he's with anybody in the world that he wants then.
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