i totally want to experiment. and my bf does too. and we had this friend who was like this really loving third wheel. and we'd lay in bed for hours cuddling but we just never had the guts to act on anything. i think it was weird for her cause she loved us but it was like being just inside the outer layer of something with many layers, you know? i don't know if anything will ever happen, but i would like it to. my group of friends is very touchy but all in a fun playful way so it would be hard to get anyhwere past like a closed mouth kiss i think without the whole small town talking about me being some crazy lesbo who tries to kiss her non lesbian friends. i have a feeling some of these small town minds are more open, but i'm just not ready to risk to find out which ones.
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