Damn dude you sound like your gonna kill yourself your something. I hope you have some guy friends that aren't going to let you sit in the house and sulk all day. You gotta take it one day at a time stay busy, do things with your friends workout, play ball, do something. Try to stop thinking about it. We all go though this at one time or another. But it is true time does heal all wounds but you had 3 years vested in this so its gonna be a lot of time to get over it. Not like a couple months might be years, but thats what its gonna have to be, so deal. I know your not going to be a punk and just quit and take the easy way out. So suck it up and move on.
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Recovering nice guy
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