Once again.. pursuing a friend..
Okay, this may not be the best place to come to but I'm exhausting all the options I want to use right now, plus I was inspired by the endless criticism on the last similar thread, so..
Basically my best friend (or one of them as far as women go) and I have been at odds recently. By recently I mean the past month. We hang out a lot and she calls me more than most girls I know, she claims more than 3 times a day, but everytime we do something she ends up being mad at me. She's told me she is frustrated with me. She was getting pissed at one of her best friends and I anytime we would talk or hug or anything and would talk to me and refer to her as my girlfriend even though it's clearly obvious to anyone that isn't true.. She always brings up relationships when we're together and has talked about how I should be a model, quotes like "Yum" come to mind.. (not sure how to read it other than flattering..)
Everyone has thought we were dating by how she would talk about me, and she has apparently told her family everything about me. She tells me daily about how she loves me and I know she's cried multiple times when I've been an asshole. I'm trying to think of anything else you may need to know but can't remember it right now, maybe I'll update more later..
Normally, I would have pursued this girl a long time ago, but as I said, she is like my best friend and I'm a pussy and I don't want to wreck THAT part of it, although I would like to bring it further. Beyond that, she throws me curveballs every now and then.. is it worth the risk right now, or should I say fuck it, and enjoy her friendship?
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