I had a similiar kind of secret except there was not question whether I was involved... I was directly responsible.
I could count on 1 hand the number of people who knew that fact, and I had carried that for 10 years.
It took truly forgiving myself to let it go. I had some qualified folks to talk to and that is what helped me. Leaving that in your past is hard but its the only way to get your life back. You won't realize how much it has held you back until you do. At least... that was the case for me.
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Calling from deep in the heart, from where the eyes can't see and the ears can't hear, from where the mountain trails end and only love can go... ~~~ Three Rivers Hare Krishna
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