Hi, ManWithAPlan
I can make sense of "Thy will, not mine." - trust and fate. I also believe that when you are at home, it is right that you are working at deciding well ... You'll still be in the hands of fate, and trust in yourself will still be a factor ... like the most experienced and wise sailors on a turbulent sea. It's hard, you're working at it, and fate is all around. And it's right that you are considering it deeply and thoroughly as you are.
Transition. Heck yeah. Where have you come from ... where are you going ... what do you want to leave behind ... what do you want to take with you. Sometimes it's like "I come to the edge of the world and .... I fall off" ... though there is always really an horizon However ... the land is uncharted. The map up to the end of education is usually well drawn out .. especially for those continuing to higher education. Moving out of that is a big step. I'm rambling. I'm keeping track of this thread and you've got my best wishes
