Rahl, Memorial Weekend I found myself with my gun pointed at the base of my chin, round in the chamber, wanting to pull the trigger. NOBODY could have stopped me. My reason for being unable to pull the trigger was the fact that I could not leave that kind of legacy for my children (I truly wanted to die, it wasn't about wanting someone to notice). THIS IS NOT YOUR FAULT. Let me say that again: This is not your fault. Your uncle was ill, no different than any other illness, this illness took his life.
I am sorry you have to go through this, it truly sucks.
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