I once felt that urge a few years ago, I'd say ages 19 & 20, then it died away at 21.
Something changed. I don't know what. I used to have crazy dreams about babies, and feel like they haunted my every thought.
Now, at 23, I'm repulsed by them. I get annoyed when children start running around at work, or screaming/crying. I'm anti-kid at the moment. lol. I used to think I'd have (and have to have) kids before 30. Now I don't care. At the moment, my future is open, and unanswered. I like it how it is. My mindset will likely change later on in life.
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