I feel this way most of the time. I feel like an outsider looking in or just observing. It happens to me when I allow my introverted self to take over. It was much easier when I was drinking to let that be the social lubricant.
In the past couple of years, I've learned to adjust without drinking and find that it's not that difficult to get past it most of the time.
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I don't care if you are black, white, purple, green, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, hippie, cop, bum, admin, user, English, Irish, French, Catholic, Protestant, Jewish, Buddhist, Muslim, indian, cowboy, tall, short, fat, skinny, emo, punk, mod, rocker, straight, gay, lesbian, jock, nerd, geek, Democrat, Republican, Libertarian, Independent, driver, pedestrian, or bicyclist, either you're an asshole or you're not.
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