RWE

Oh my god I'm slow, I read that 5 times before I got what you're talking about

Externally imposed deadlines can motivate me--I always got homework in on time in college and prepared myself fairly well for tests. That was tiring though, and I guess I'd like to be motivated to do something because I love to do it...except that I'd like that for everything that I need to do. I guess I'm hoping for the impossible.

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"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense."
-Ralph Waldo Emerson