hello,
am a girl having a boy friend who says am the only girl in his life and he always dreams about me. We are newly engaged and we have been making out together almost on an alternate day basis (Not everyday though). We have not had sex yet but we have done heavy petting and I enjoy it a lot. He also appears to be enjoying Albeit.. am not so sure of it. (His eyes are closed most of the times..) When asked.. he says - coz he s scared that I ll become conscious if he opens his eyes. Dunno - he may be right.
But recently I came across a pic of Sania Mirza (the Indian Tennis Player) with her legs wide spread and with shirts and a small tennis skirt in his laptop. I somehow felt insecure. Coz, he spends almost the entire day with me and he goes home for this?
Was a little worried. yet, I genuinely asked him what all that is and why he does that. He says - "ii ve been doing it since ages. it is required for a start up. He gets turned on looking at her thighs. It has got nothing to do with me and he is completely satisfied with me" But, somehow I wanted to know what all this is about.
Me - being the bollywood ishtyle- only one girl man look out
He said- "I imagine that I am standing near her thighs and doing the masturbation."
I dunno - let me know why he is imagining another woman? All opnions are welcome.
All you guys - Please let me know if this is normal? If you all dont mind.. please let me know wat is it that runs while masturbating with pics of other nude/half nude women(masturbating with a porn movie.. is ok with me.. but this kinda upsets me). Just let me know if all of you are like this?
Also, let me know if the thought of your girlfrield/wife ever gets into the head while masturbating even with other woman's pics.
Is this a state of disloyalty? Or am I wrong? (Coz when I am masturbating, though I use porn.. I just imagine him all the while until orgasm).
All you girls-
Let me know how to deal with this?
Is this normal? Is he sexually dissatisfied with me? He s fed up of me? He s looking for variety? Just unsure!
**PLEASE DONT FIND THIS GROSS.. JUST CURIO**