I used to feel this way a whole lot more then I do. I’m 29.
What gets me now more then anything is hypocrisy. I dated this girl for about a year, She had an abortion when she was 17, got married when she was 21 to the guy she was dating because he was about to get deported. She in fact is still married, but separated. According to her I was the immoral one because I smoked marijuana. I really couldn't do it anymore, I liked her, tried to get into her more and more, but something in the back of my head kept telling me this isn't the girl for you. I finally broke it off and told her I was done till she gets divorced. Its been a month.. *yawn* time to start dating again :-)
I think I'm going to try to avoid asking about the past next time around. I really don't think I want to know.. If she's clean, and fertile, that’s really all I need to know.
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I ain't often right but I've never been wrong
It seldom turns out the way it does in the song
Once in a while you get shown the light
In the strangest of places if you look at it right
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