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NO drive seems odd to me. That would mean nothing stimulates you...and you say you feel stimulated by your guy. So there seems to be an underlying issue. It could be meds, are you on any presently? It could be emotional issues you have with him...if you think it's none of these, maybe your relationship isn't quite right...I don't mean you have to constantly want to have sex, but there has to be something...otherwise it's just a companionship thing. You've never felt horny, on any day, for the past 3 weeks?
Just a few thoughts to work through...
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Whether we write or speak or do but look
We are ever unapparent. What we are
Cannot be transfused into word or book.
Our soul from us is infinitely far.
However much we give our thoughts the will
To be our soul and gesture it abroad,
Our hearts are incommunicable still.
In what we show ourselves we are ignored.
The abyss from soul to soul cannot be bridged
By any skill of thought or trick of seeming.
Unto our very selves we are abridged
When we would utter to our thought our being.
We are our dreams of ourselves, souls by gleams,
And each to each other dreams of others' dreams.
Fernando Pessoa, 1918
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