~~Words from an Alcoholic~~
STOP DRINKING
If it os causing problems with your academics you NEED to stop drinking you might even want to look into an AA group Just to see if you MAY be an Alcoholic and so that you know you don't have to drink much to BE an alcoholic.
As far as the girl goes man, Sorry but you kinda gotta live with your decision you really do. She is IN love with you and you aren't in love with her so yeah leaving was the right think but Now you have to SEVER ALL TIES. Eithet Draw the line with her and KEEP the line with her or Walk away completely.
I gotta say you don't paint yourself in a good light here man. It sounds like she was a GREAT girl and now you just don't wanna be with her. Like a Toy you got bored with. If she was worth 4 years why is she not worth another 4? I am Genuinly curious about this because if she did what you say she did I would see a keeper. But that is just me. To each thier own here man.
Take care maybe you need to give her some closure.
Think about the AA man I'm serious.
Steel
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