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Some great advice gang. I pretty much know that I have to force myself to just make my way to class despite my fear of an encounter.
I am desperately trying to take back control - I wish I could wipe her from my memory for now. Since school started my having to cope with the end of the relationship has come back quite a bit. I am dreaming of her once again, waking up wanting to be cuddled by her every time - its quite depressing actually.
I used to think the idea of those so-called "cuddle parties" was messed up .. now I could really go for something like that - lol. Damn this sucks, but I will live.
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