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I have my own situation where I wonder if I am in love...
I used to be friends with this girl and I liked her a lot but at the time I didn't have enough confidence to ask her out (and quite frankly I still don't).
I stopped talking with her after an incident. She said she wanted to keep talking but I felt so messed up I needed some time away. So I took a year off, and made a new screen name and added her name on there.
One drunk night, my best friend/roommate got my sidekick and started talking to her, and she got my new s/n.
Since then we've been talking again and recently we went to SF (along with another girl).
I felt fine until I started talking to her (I was able to stay in the background for most of the trip, but on the train ride home with just the two of us it was inevitable). All those old feelings for her flared up, though they were a little different.
In any case, she makes me want to spend more time with her. I could spend all day with her and the next morning call her up and do the same thing.
Honestly I can't figure out what it is that makes me feel this way. It’d be weird for it to be “love” (just cause I’m not experienced in relationships) but I want to go further than a friendship...
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