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well its over
Didn't last long, and I could see it comming for the past two weeks, but my girlfriend broke up with me. Basically she said in the past few weeks she's fell more into a friendship while I fell farther into love. It has alot more to do with our lack of time together due to her 2 jobs and school though. She says she still wants to be friends though, yay I guess? in the about 2 months we've been together I got closer to her than I've gotten to any other girl, even one I dated for about 8 months(my longest relationship). She gave me a drive to go back to school and get out of my dead in job that noone else ever has. I knew it was comming, but right now it hurts so bad, I never woulda thought it was going to hurt this much after knowing whats comming. I have no family around, and no friends I would see outside of work. I feel absolutely, completely, 100%, abandoned and alone. I just want to die. Excuse me while I go blow chunks.
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