lilfle

we always feel guilty afterwards, not immediately, but a day or so after. we know we shouldnt, we don't have protection, and we really want to wait for after marriage, after college, more financial stability, etc, but in the heat of the moment, we end up fooling around. it has usually been much more, but we have been trying our damndest to not do it. this was the only slip up that whole month, and we did feel bad, but then like ususal, we got over it and just said, "we'll have to do better next time."

thank you so much for all of your input, i do feel better knowing that you all think that, and i just need to keep telling myself it is okay, and things are fine. i just can't stop thinking about it! aah!

again, thank you for all of your help, i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart.

i do swear that my boobs are slightly bigger though, at least the right one is.. i'm probably playing a trick on myself thinking that, but i swear it is bigger than it was. i'm 20, can they still grow a bit? it probably isn't, but i haven't really ever paid attention to it until now, and of course, with my fretting, i can't wrap my mind around what it was like before, since i didn't feel the need to inspect them that closely.

i'm sure i'm just fretting, but anyways, there's my thoughts.

again, thank everyone so much, you have helped my mind to be at ease a bit more than it was, i will come back and read this more to calm myself down in hopes that it will work!

thanks,
lilfle

btw, you all are so great, i read alot more than i post, and the information here is wonderful, absolutely great.

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