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You'll get over it. It's hard but you will. She is not your best friend...best friends don't betray you that way. She was selfish. There is no excuse for cheating - ever. I agree that you shouldn't be the one moving out like you did something wrong. How do you get over it? Time, and then, you just do.
When you love someone that much and they completely throw that away, you hate them. Boy do you hate them. But love and hate area double-edged sword. When you stop hating (loving) her, then you'll be fine. Good luck with healing.
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Whether we write or speak or do but look
We are ever unapparent. What we are
Cannot be transfused into word or book.
Our soul from us is infinitely far.
However much we give our thoughts the will
To be our soul and gesture it abroad,
Our hearts are incommunicable still.
In what we show ourselves we are ignored.
The abyss from soul to soul cannot be bridged
By any skill of thought or trick of seeming.
Unto our very selves we are abridged
When we would utter to our thought our being.
We are our dreams of ourselves, souls by gleams,
And each to each other dreams of others' dreams.
Fernando Pessoa, 1918
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