First off, thank you all for you comments. Ben, thank you man, it seems like you know exactly how i feel. I would take a bullet for her. And right about now, yeah i feel like i could die, as though i am lost now without her. But i will let you know when things blow over so you can drink that beer...lol. To answer the other questions, she does seem remorseful, but at the same time is already calling this guy her new boyfriend and seeing him on a daily basis. So it does not really matter if i wanted to try and repair the relationship or not. Yeah, she seems to have thrown the marriage away. Again she appears remorseful, but does not really act on it, and acts like she hasnt really done anything wrong. So hopes for a future with her, none really whatsoever. So now its just a matter of learning to move on, which is turning out to be much harder than expected. Thanks again for the advice, it does really help to have some people to talk to who seem to understand what i am going through.
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