I'm going to close this thread because you need to seek professional medical advice immediately- this is not a matter of our opinions or open for discussion.
You need to go see a doctor, now, and you're not going to get what you need from this message board.
When you've been seen by a doctor, and have some idea what's going on, you're more than welcome to come back and start a new thread if you'd like to talk about it. We're always here to talk things out- so let us know if/when you're ready.
