I do trust her, implicitly.
The thing that really hurts is the fact that she is completely oblivious that she has hurt me. Staying with this guy, then going out for a meal, coming back drinking cocktails and watching a movie then staying at his house for the night. To her that is no problem, becuase she doesnt like him that way, she sees him as a good friend. Fine, but no doubt this $hit doesnt feel that way, i mean what kind of a guy will do that when he knows that the girl is going out with someone....I for one would sure have her over and study but if i didnt fancy her i would never take her out for a meal then invite back home for drinking and to stay over.
Im actually shaking im so worried, love huh.
Thanks for your thoughts poppinjay, much appreicated.
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