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I'm sure the wish she has about wanting to sit next to you and hold your hand is genuine. Long distance relationships are a bit too much for 99% of the population under 30, which is the way it should be. It's likely better for the both of you.
She may well be getting together with this other guy, but she doesn't want you to know that because it feels to her like she betrayed you, and it also hurts your feelings that much more. But it's pretty natural that that should happen. At that stage in life, it's difficult to stay in a relationship with somebody the next town over, let alone half a world away.
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I think the Apocalypse is happening all around us. We go on eating desserts and watching TV. I know I do. I wish we were more capable of sustained passion and sustained resistance. We should be screaming and what we do is gossip. -Lydia Millet
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