Ok, I just want to start and say this forum is the greatest place on the internet. Its amazing! I'm never alone. I love and respect all of you. I trust and confide in you. I'm not embarrassed or ashamed of any problems and thoughts I share with you. The most amazing people are on here and I am grateful to have you guys. Thank you for always being there for me. Love, Johnny.
With that out of the way................I have a sexual problem.
My sexual history is vast. I started having sex at 16. I used condoms all the time. When I was 19, I had a girlfriend of 3 months. We didn't use condoms because she was on the pill. I don't really remember how good the sex was. All I can remember is that there was no hassle of putting on a condom. So other then that, I always used a condom. I belive in safe sex and I don't want babies, yet! That was five years ago. I'm 24 now. So, five years of condoms use, untill now.
I met this girl (19
) and we started having sex. No condoms. Shes on the pill.
Everytime I put it in, WOW! I'm done! I finish very fast! It's like butter! It is the most amazing feeling! We had sex like seven times and its about a total of 15 minutes. So thats about two minutes a session. I try hard to think of something else while I'm having sex to get my mind off cumming. I can't! I masturbate before she comes over. Doesn't help. She's cool about it. I tell her it's too good and I've used condoms all my life. I'm three pump Johnny.
So my questions are:
Is it because of using condoms all my life? I mean, it feels incredible!
Will this pass? Will I get use to it? Can I rebuild my stamina?
I'm scared. I'm scared this won't go away. Please help!