therputic
Talk about an eye opening thread! I think I'm about one step ahead of in an almost identical break up. I wasn't able to identify what made it ok for me to hear her voice or talk about her without getting choked up. I miss her as I always will. But, I'm no longer addicted to the in love feeling. Not to say that I wouldn't be more than happy to fall in love again. People say it time heals all wounds. Man I don't think I really understood what that ment until resently. Imagine your out drinking and you have too many. It takes a while for you to realize it. Then you decide in your drunken state that maybe you can do something to sober yourself so you don't end up sick or with a hell of a hangover. So you start drinking water or coffee or that magic concoction your cool aunt taught you with raw eggs and hotsauce. But, no matter what you do. No matter how many tricks you pull outta your hat. The only thing that's gonna get rid of what ails ya is time. Don't worrie little brother. One day you'll think about her and smile.
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