Sailor,
Keep in mind, if she said it was only kissing that means he touched her boobs and her butt. If she said he touched her boobs and butt, he got down her pants. If she said he got down her pants, she gave him a blowjob.
etc.
You need to accept that she lowered the incident by, at least, one knotch on the intimacy ladder. That's how confessions of this nature work. You need to accept that what actually happened was one knotch up from what she said.
If you can accept that, then you should let it go and weigh the relationship on its own merits. What do you get out of it? Is it worth it? Could someone else make you happier? Are you getting everything possible out of your German experience? Are you selfishly denying her happiness?
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