UPDATE:
well. not much progress. of course i haven't really been able to see her or talk to her that much for a while. but as far as i know, she feels the same way still.
however, maybe i'm paranoid or something, but i feel like there's a strain between us. maybe i feel this way only because we haven't been able to talk much or see each other for a little while. maybe i feel this way because when we do talk, however short a time it is, i feel as if both of us are just struggling to find something to say. i really don't know whether or not we're gonna be anything but friends.
basically her feelings about getting into a relationship are the same as before. she feels as if she's not emotionally ready for it. she still makes little quips about us, but then usually has to backtrack and explain how she wants to date, but is not ready.
still confused, still hoping something might click.
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