Yes, can you clarify your situation a little bit? Do you have brothers or sisters that you need to take care of? I'm assuming that you still live at home - do you have to take care of your dad?
Even if you have to work a full-time job, I still know plenty of people that go out and live full lives. Heck, I worked overnights for a few years, and never had a better time, ever. Life is what you make of it - balance the work with the fun. If you let tragedy weight you down, you'll never learn what truly makes life so valuable in the first place.
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"I've made only one mistake in my life. But I made it over and over and over. That was saying 'yes' when I meant 'no'. Forgive me."
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