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Originally Posted by Johnny Rotten
If that's really how you felt, then you shouldn't feel guilty about saying so. There's nothing rude about telling someone you don't want to get serious. Most people are actually appreciative. This girl has you all twisted around and second-guessing yourself, and that's no good. And she sounds a little immature and unpredictable, to boot.
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It's not so much that I feel guilty for saying it as for the fact that it hurt her and made her wary of trusting me. I do think that she blew it out of proportion though, just as she's doing with the current situation, and that makes me wonder about the future. And I do agree that she has me really messed up. But I've never felt this way about anyone before and I'm very frightened of losing her.
I do know that I definitely won't apologize for going to check on her though. There is no good reason for her to be mad at me for caring about her, and I'm going to let her know that next time we get a chance to have a serious talk. In fact, if I hadn't gone to check on her, she'd probably get mad at me for not being worried about her. Damned if you do, damned if you don't.