Told a girl how i felt but dident get a good answer
Okay here it goes... Just had to let this out and maybe get some comments on what to do...
Well i have this huge crush on a girl i know. Well I have known this girl all my life but we have never been freinds or anything we just knew each other... then a year ago she left denmark to work in france.
Then she came home to denmark to visit at X-mas and new year and we where at this party and we talked a lot and it where when I first started to have feelings for hear... Well some time goes a she writes to me from france and then we just began writing to each other...
Then she moved back to Denmark a couple of months ago and at a party. The partying was kind of wild and I where having a good time... Well the most of the night this girl slides her hand a cross me every time she walk by me sliding hear hand over my chest or lower back... Well i thought this was a good sign and I told her what I felt about hear.
Well I think it was because of the heavy drinking at the party she maybe thought this was a joke and she laughed and said that it was something she had to think about well maybe it wasent the best time I could have decided to ask but seriusly i couldent stand it anymore I had to know...
Well the next day I felt really dumb asking hear at the party so i wanted to show hear that I meant it... So I send hear roses with the note that i meant everything...
Then a couple of days later she called me and said we had to arrange a meet so we could talk...
Well I got to hear place same day after soccer practice... And we have this long talk where she tells me that she havent been thinking of me as in the way of hooking up with me and that she is so sorry because i did so much out of it and that she wants some time to think it over... Well i tell that i just took the chance so she shouldent be sorry and that im not trying to force her to do anything... well she tells me that she was flattered by the roses and we just have to see what happens...
Well a long time goes and we are still freinds and we where on holliday together this summer... But then this weekend i where to a graduation party and she was there to and it was great time and then at night i began dancing alot with another girl that i know... And then later at night one of my freinds says that the girl I have this crush on have been checking me out when i was out dancing...
Well now i dont know if I should ask hear for an update on hear fellings of me or if i still just should wait and see what happens... But i still have feelings for hear but if i only can be freinds with her then its the way it should be
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