Deal with it, and heal. When you form a strong bond with a mate it completes a psychological part of yourself, and it can be difficult and painful to reintegrate back into a normal routine without them because it feels like a part of you is missing. Try to have fun, and be as productive as you can in your everyday life. Just don't go try to numb the pain. I was in the same situation my first year of college and chose they drugs and alcohol route to forget about it. I found out after a year of it that once I sobered up I STILL had to work through the pain of losing someone over my own stupid mistakes, and had only delayed and stagnated the issue.
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