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Maleficent has excellent points for you to think about. I am sure that you would clear away a lot of issues by clearing up the incomplete things that were left for you at the end of BF1. The faltering relationship broken off in a parking lot has left a broken mess. When you get clear within yourself about just what went on - this is different from what you tell yourself that went on - you will create a place in yourself that will allow you to accept what happened and to forgive it.
The key is accepting what really happened stripped free of your interpretations and your dreams etc. This happened. It is now past. You also will be doing the same with your BF2. What has really happened vs. all the inner dialogue you have about your interpretations and wants and hopes and dreams. Just do your best to get absolutely clear on these things. Understand BF1 & BF2 are rebuilding an important thing that was messy and broken between them.
When you know what went on with your two gentlemen, and when you know what is going on between them right now, you will have a clearer idea of where you want to be standing in the creation of what is next.
One suggestion - when you find your mind running over the nasty and downward spiraling thoughts of the past - when you feel like the good stuff is trapped by this negative past history - be aware that you are not living in your present and you are not creating a better possibility of your future. You are just locking yourself in unwinnable and unchangeable thoughts of what was. The words may want to keep running on in your head but be aware they are just your old stories and such. Let them go and get your past in the past.
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And now to disengage the clutch of the forebrain ... 
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