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Here is an update and to give more information on what has happened. As I had said my ex-boyfriend and current boyfriend were friends. Their relationship fell apart because of me. But now that some time has passed they are trying to patch things up. Last night I ended up getting off work early and went over to my boyfriends house to see him for a few. Well my ex-boyfriend showed up early. Apparently they were going to a late night movie together since I was suppose to be working. I didn't say anything to my ex-boyfriend, I totally ignored him. Shortly after his arrival, I left and went home. My boyfriend and I have gotten into fights, I have told him I am uncomfortable and I don't like him being around my ex-boyfriend. He has tried to respect me and honor what I wish and my emotions. But he told to sacrifice my ex-boyfriend for a friend was a big deal and that they were really good friends; and that he hopes they will be again one day. I haven't spoken to my boyfriend since last night and of course it really hit me hard seeing my ex-boyfriend. I have made it several monthes now without seeing him, but I hear about him from my current boyfriend. But when I saw him it hurt, there was this rush of emotions. I was really confused after seeing him and still am. This is completely unfair to my boyfriend too. He didn't mean for us to see each other last night. He knows I don't like seeing or talking about my ex-boyfriend. I really care about my boyfriend, he is great and I could not ask God to send a better person to care for me. But I am honestly to the point I am really beginning to think about breaking up with him, it's not fair to him to be with him when I haven't gotten my troubles sorted out from a past relationship. Well here is the update, if you guys could post a reply and your thoughts, it would be greatly appreciated.
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