Dang, man, get yourself a therapist. Screaming so hard you start vomiting is an extreme physical reaction, and you have passed the 2-month "normal" grief period. Talk therapy is what you need. If you're still in school (don't know your age) you can get free counseling at most schools and colleges; otherwise, ask your insurance company for a recommendation so it doesn't get too pricey and you can afford to see your therapist as often and as long as you need.
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