Going to collge is entering a new phase of your life. Home doesn't feel like home anymore, because it's not. That doesn't mean you love your family any less or that you can't have any contact with them; it's more like after being away from them, you've started on your own path and it's not the same one they're on anymore.
i haven't gone to college, but when I moved out I got the same vibe. Mum likes me to stay with her over Christmas, but I just don't feel right when I'm there. It's just not home for me anymore and there isn't really anything I can do to change that.
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