I'm open to the idea that I may be immature as far as the long term relationship goes, but if you could clarify exactly how, that would be helpful.
I am actually 18, coming up on 19. If I didn't reveal anything more its because I already felt like I was writing a manuscript, so it seems like your gut instinct may not be right on this occasion. I would never do anything to pressure or manipulate her; I've told her that no decision she can make about that is going to compromise our relationship. And that's true. As far as what's more important she is by a long shot, but if the sexual side of things is something we could comfortably share, I'm interested in that.
After this summer I'll be going to UCLA and she'll be going to UCI, and while that distance isn't completely convienient, it's doable, but not exactly the ideal situation for cultivating a physical relationship. I'm not naive about probability, but I don't view this relationship as one of many that I'll have in the years to come. Hope that clears a few things up, I've got to get going to one of my last days of high school. Let me know if I can clarify anything else.
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