I'd have to agree with astrahl here. If she says she loves both you and her current boyfreind, she's got to decide, and if she's dragging it out, its not worth the pain.
More than likely she doesn't want to hurt you or the boyfreind by deciding.
If you take yourself out of the equation it's going to be alot easier on you.
and defininty treat youself to something, thats a perfect way to stop youself from focusing on her.
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