I've been putting up with my roomate for the last 2 months. He doesn't talk to me, he doesn't acknowledge me. Which makes it very uncomfortable to live in the same 10x12 cubicle. The thing is, it just happened one day. We used to be good friends, then he just stops talking to me one day. Turns out that it was because instead of traveling to go eat the world's largest tenderloin a few towns over...I was celebrating my girlfriend's birthday.
On top of all that he posts ludicrous stuff in his fucking xanga and it makes me furious:
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its always darkest just before it gets pitch black. you have to wonder how people can allow themselves to just keep spiriling out. my roomate for example. at one point in time he was looking at sexually explicit pictures while my girlfriend was in the room. wtf. he also looks at satanic rituals on a regular basis. wtf. it used to be that he was a good kid. then he began betraying his friend of 6 years, even if I had sat down and discussed with him and gave him several dozen chances to even remotly salvage his good kidness. needless to say. the moral of the story is listen to your friends. they keep you away from satanic porn websites and douchbaggery.
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Edit: I wasn't looking at specifically at porn, I was at entensity.net. Those of you who go there often find that porn and entensity just kind of go together. Yes, I was at the Church of Satan website. Just looking at what Satanic philosophy is really all about. It makes a lot of sense of you can open your mind a bit and not jump to conclusions about the word Satan.
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editors note: some people call me childish, others refer to it as logical since I don't tolerate what I will refer to as 'ards' or 'those we don't speak of'. time will tell who ends up swinging from the gallows pole.
I had a discussion with a good friend today. It made me realise how much people from my past suck. They are ignorant excuses for human beings I shouldn't have exposed myself to. I think everybody can agree to call people like that, among other names, Alex Chapman.
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I am NOT a confrontational person. Hell, I have a hard time correcting fast food employees if they give me the wrong change. I usually just go by the philosophy "Live and let live", that people will get what they deserve eventually. But I have dealt with this for far too long. Now I'm not a tiny guy at all, this last semester was my first (and decidedly my last) season of 1AA football as a lineman. So at 6'3" 260 I think I am plently capable of bruising my 100 lb roomate. Hell, I'm shaking just thinking about it.
The thing is that my goal is to become a teacher, and I don't want anything to interfere with that. I'm that if I confront him physically I might put myself in a difficult spot with the university and ultimately my career choice, but I can't see any other way out of it. It's mighty hard to have a conversation with a guy who won't talk to you, even if you begin talking to him, I've tried many times. He just doesn't respect me at all anymore, it's obvious in the way he acts while I'm in the room trying to sleep, trying to study, if I see him around campus, etc...and I have reached my breaking point. I literally don't think I can suppress this any longer, and that scares the hell out of me.