Thanks so much girls! I really needed the perspective. I just got a response to the email I wrote:
'Yah, not diggin' this long-distance thing too much right now. It is all cirumstancial, but....not psyched about it. Are you missing the fuzziness like I am, or could you not care less?
Did I originally say "let's get together once a month or something.."? 'Cause it's been three weeks and I'm bummin'. Ha!
Well, maybe we'll have clear sailing next weekend. I'd love to go somewhere and do something, but I'm not sure if I could afford much.'
and amidst the unusaully long chit-chat type email he responded with, 'it feels like i haven't seen you in years, well you did say you didn't want to rush into anything, did you change your mind?i like seeing you every weekend even though it doesn't happen that way. takes time to get to know someone, ya know. you know.'
So...yah. wait n see. Ladies, I really like this guy, I'm just so afraid of getting hurt (like everyone else). I'm not hearing wedding bells or anything (oof, been there...will be a long time before I'm ready to do that again). But I would like a real relationship. Long term. Real love. Getting to know youuuu, getting to know all about youuuu....gettting to liiike youuuu getting to hooope you'll liiike meeeee......
(sorry for breaking into song)
Thanks again for your words of comfort and wisdom. You chicks is smart!!!
