noodles:
yeah im not fully sure i want to take her back she is very convincing but im not sure i can handle the pain/paranoia. if she decides to end it then there is nothing i can do and i am prepaired for this. it just sucks. i think this is the most emo thing i have done in a while but i cant really think of anything else to do while i wait for her to contact me.
i am taking into acount that she did tell me and she does seem somewhat apologetic, i think the burn comes from the fact that she has admitted that she does this in her relationships and doesnt seem like she can/is willing to stop. that is where the problem lies. the question is do i take her flaws and all or do i move on to a relationship that is less likely to hurt me.
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