thanks for the optimistic point of view... its just that i know she doesnt want/need a relationship right now. i have a problem with not knowing what i am waiting for... like if shes for real than wait i will, because she is awesome. but if all this shits in vain and she keeps telling me she likes me just to string me along and use me for fun or to chat about her day to day shit just to have someone there... than count me fucking out... its torture. i dont know why i get myself into such screwed up situations where theres never a clear answer to anything
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