| I get that way too.  I have all my life.  But for me when I start feeling it I tell my self that it is totally irrational, and I think about all the times in the past I'ver felt that way and gotten through it.  I know for me it's totally internal, I could be with my best friends at my favorite bar, but I'll feel off to the side and alone.  I've learned to get myself through it.  I think you just need to find your own way. 
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