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You seem like a perfect candidate for a fresh start. Maybe try to focus on getting done with school and being satisfied with your performance at the end. Since you say you have no friends in your area, sometimes the best thing is to just pick up all the pieces and go somewhere entirely new. When you apply for a job, maybe thinking about going somewhere that you wouldn't have thought of at first. There, the friends you make will be YOUR friends, and you may find a new interest or passion in the process of trying to meet new people and discover more about yourself. While it may seem like everyone has turned their back on you, sometimes it takes percieving yourself as completely alone in order to get you take the next step and stretch yourself and grow. Good Luck!
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Calling from deep in the heart, from where the eyes can't see and the ears can't hear, from where the mountain trails end and only love can go... ~~~ Three Rivers Hare Krishna
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